Sick of this
being accountable
constantly all
over the head
missing day by
day the perfect
day for being in it
this being reliable
container of turmoils
trepidations sick desires
this being broken
-legged and hearted-
disappointments
lures from all
those loved ones
dumb this
this this body
this eyes this mouth
all blunted
this shipwreck
this this
bullshit lament
this for no one
this to nowhere
